Friday, October 29, 2010

I am a student....Degree Student

Hoooray, I am student now....as for now still happy to be student. Yearp, still long way to go and still many years to face, hopefully I am strong enough to face it. Last 22nd October 2010, I got my UUM offer letter, from UUM representative, and I heard my name was called I was so happy and at same the time I feel so touched...finally I am a student after 10 years leaving my previous education days.

This is me and my friends....

My classes started last Saturday and Sunday (luckily not until 12 midnight). Anyway...it's fun being an old student. Hehehehehe. I do feel a bit reluctant to leave my daughters on weekends but I do what I got to do. Thank goodness, I only need to attend the classes only once month, thank you, thank you, thank you.

When I think about it, I was like what am I doing to myself. I mean...I don't even have time for my kids, for my family even for myself...and now I am fit in something in between the time is barely there. Hmmm...I just have to be strong. Still I work hard to pursue my dream in "make up", I really love the arts' of make up and how make up can really change someone's look, by using just brushes and eyeshadows. Can I juggle all that with all the burden that already there on my shoulder. Just pray only for the best.

I hope my spirit, my hard work will be appreciated by my daughters and wish that I am good enough to be their role model.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

I am just a normal momma...

I was 25 years old when I have my 1st precious princess, then all my life change. My focus just my family, my daughter.... I like being mother and all I did just entertaining her and gave the best for her.

Then 3 years later, another beautiful princess came.... just like everybody said the more the merrier....well it's tue my life become merrier, noisier....I got my migraine but still I love I have now. Everything I do just for them...because they are my world and my focus.

Yeap...sometimes I do feel that I lost my freedom, but then I remember I lost the what so called freedom when I decided to get married. My babies are growing up now, and I have my dreams.

These are my dreams:
  • I want to have my make up empire
  • I want to be make up artist
  • I want to have my own make up line
  • and I want to get my Degree..Master and hope still have time to get my Phd.
My family is not my block, but they are my strength...

This blog just a place for me to tell and to share about parenting, and how I pursue my dreams, that's all.

I am not prefect.... yes far from that word. Just trying to be good momma to my girls....
and I dedicated this for them.